Not my Will but Your’s Lord

Hello Friends,

It has been a while since I last posted for reasons mainly of my own doing. However, I cannot hold back the urge to share with you what the Lord has spoken to me any longer. Please forgive me if it seems as though I am rambling for I don’t know if it will be organized or not. But here it is…

First I must start with a confession. I am one that can easily put more on to the load the Lord has given me and become overwhelmed. I was given what I feel has been direction by the Lord to share with you all what God shares with me in my devotions or just throughout life in general.

Seems simple enough right?… just write what he speaks to my heart. But I am one to make the simple things in life much more complicated than need be.  There are just so many great ideas that are shared through the web one can get lost in just reading about them. Then I think to myself well the Lord deserves the very best.

Sara, This is not my direction it is your own will you are imposing on yourself. 

“Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”   Matthew 11:28-30 (ESV)

My will is easy. It is SIMPLE. Please do not make it into more than it ought.        

Additionally, I have always been one that is not very grammatically proper.  While there are tools on here to help this at times the concepts still elude me. Then fear sets in. That fear of judgement and criticism.  Which can leads me to try and perfect what has already been given, what is already written. Much of my time can be consumed with perfection.

Fear is not from me

 for God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.  2 Timothy 1:7 (ESV)

Do not fear I am here

 fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you,  I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.  Isaiah 41:10(ESV)

Sara what are you doing remember from grade school K.I. S.S. ( Keep it simple silly)

But he’s already made it plain how to live, what to do, what God is looking for in men and women. It’s quite simple: Do what is fair and just to your neighbor, be compassionate and loyal in your love, and don’t take yourself too seriously—  take God seriously. Micah 6:8 (MSG)

Your imperfections are perfect.

But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.  For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.   2 Corinthians 12:9-10 (ESV)

Additionally, the site I use to write this is simply wonderful but far from simple. There are so many things one can do with a post. So many ways to reach so many people. Additionally, there is one tool in particular that can be a great stumbling block to me….. the stats page. It allows me to see in someways how many people are viewing the things I share.

This tool while it maybe great for people who are doing this for professional or profit purposes. Can instill doubt and confusion to me. It can be a distraction to me.

Confusion is not from me you know that!

  For God is not a God of confusion but of peace. 1 Corinthians 14:33 (ESV)

Who’s approval are you trying to seek?

For am I now seeking the approval of man, or of God? Or am I trying to please man? If I were still trying to please man, I would not be a servant of Christ.     Galatians 1:10 (ESV)

For our appeal does not spring from error or impurity or any attempt to deceive,  but just as we have been approved by God to be entrusted with the gospel, so we speak, not to please man, but to please God who tests our hearts.    1 Thessalonians 2:3-4(ESV)

Do not be distracted, remember Mary and Martha…

Now as they went on their way, Jesus entered a village. And a woman named Martha welcomed him into her house. And she had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord’s feet and listened to his teaching.  But Martha was distracted with much serving. And she went up to him and said,“Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to serve alone? Tell her then to help me.” But the Lord answered her, “Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things, but one thing is necessary. Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her.”   Luke 10:38-42(ESV)

Do not be ashamed

Remind them of these things, and charge them before God not to quarrel about words, which does no good, but only ruins the hearers. Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a worker who has no need to be ashamed, rightly handling the word of truth.  2 Timothy 2:14-15(ESV)

I had gone astray forgetting or rather ignoring the truths of Gods and turned to my own version of them.

 For you were straying like sheep, but have now returned to the Shepherd and Overseer of your souls.  1 Peter 2:25(ESV)


In closing I will leave you with some scriptures that have brought me to tears and strengthened me at this point of my journey.

And I, when I came to you, brothers, did not come proclaiming to you the testimony of God with lofty speech or wisdom. For I decided to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ and him crucified. And I was with you in weakness and in fear and much trembling,  and my speech and my message were not in plausible words of wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power,  so that your faith might not rest in the wisdom of men but in the power of God.

Yet among the mature we do impart wisdom, although it is not a wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are doomed to pass away. But we impart a secret and hidden wisdom of God, which God decreed before the ages for our glory. None of the rulers of this age understood this, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. But, as it is written,

“What no eye has seen, nor ear heard,
    nor the heart of man imagined,
what God has prepared for those who love him”—

these things God has revealed to us through the Spirit. For the Spirit searches everything, even the depths of God.  For who knows a person’s thoughts except the spirit of that person, which is in him? So also no one comprehends the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God.  Now we have received not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we might understand the things freely given us by God. And we impart this in words not taught by human wisdom but taught by the Spirit, interpreting spiritual truths to those who are spiritual.

The natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned. The spiritual person judges all things, but is himself to be judged by no one.  “For who has understood the mind of the Lord so as to instruct him?” But we have the mind of Christ. 1 Corinthians 2:1-16(ESV)

Therefore, having this ministry by the mercy of God, we do not lose heart. But we have renounced disgraceful, underhanded ways. We refuse to practice cunning or to tamper with God’s word, but by the open statement of the truth we would commend ourselves to everyone’s conscience in the sight of God. And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing. In their case the god of this world has blinded the minds of the unbelievers, to keep them from seeing the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God. For what we proclaim is not ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, with ourselves as your servants for Jesus’ sake.  For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,” has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.

But we have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us.  We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair;  persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed;  always carrying in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies.  For we who live are always being given over to death for Jesus’ sake, so that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our mortal flesh. So death is at work in us, but life in you.

Since we have the same spirit of faith according to what has been written, “I believed, and so I spoke,” we also believe, and so we also speak,  knowing that he who raised the Lord Jesus will raise us also with Jesus and bring us with you into his presence. For it is all for your sake, so that as grace extends to more and more people it may increase thanksgiving, to the glory of God.

 So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.  2 Corinthians 4 (ESV)

As always friends,

Be blessed!

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